I got into my old chicken smoothie account lmao. idk what I'm doing I'm really not into it anymore
if anyone here still plays this game & you want any of my pets..... HMU (here, not there, I'm not logging in again unless there's a reason heh)
tw for family violence
I am so so so so SO glad we live in another state what the FUCK
Medical technology is amazing
Ngl I'm a little worried waterfall may shut down or something, with how much trouble thell is having with funding ;; I really am hoping not because its legit my fave social media ever & first social media I've enjoyed enough to give money to since I was like 14
Aaaa I feel so dumb
a teeny tiny spider crawled on my arm & it scared me SO BAD that I slapped myself hard enough to leave a bruise
it was the tiniedt fucking thing but my brain just went NO and my reflex destroyed me
its been over an hour and i can still feel the tingle
Every day I try & do a little better then before
Sometimes I don't quite get there but that's okay because I can try again the next day :)
mmmmmm worried that my stepdad's mum's gonna die
apparently they didnt want to let her out of hospital but she threatened them until they were forced to discharge her
which is Very Her but also its caused my mum & stepdad SO much stress & she is not doing well
Hate when I see someone for the first time in years & they are like “You look so healthy! Did you lose weight?”
No bitch I *gained* 20 kilos since we last met. The difference is I’m on medication now & I’m not actually literally slowly dying from the inside out anymore.
I'm not physically in the process of dying & if you looked with your EYES instead of your STUPID you'd be able to see that I'm VERY OBVIOUSLY bigger than I've ever been before and that's a GOOD THING!!
Man I did not get enough sleep ughhhhh
I've been having a rough time in quarantine for a heap of reasons & I just want to relax for a bit
-Everything is over the phone
-Entire family is immunocompromised & I am terrified for them
-Can't get out of house to excersize, physically cannot do it at hone because disability
-Animals getting hurt/sick & vets are more expensive & have shorter hours
-Groomers legally not allowed to run... dog NEEDS grooming or gets severe medical issues
-Some good friends are no longer friends with each other
-I've been super exposed to disability carers (a major source of abuse & trauma) & literally CANNOT escape them & it keeps making me remember some really awful things
-The carer thing is the worst one
-Literally can't stop thinking about the shit they put me through like hitting us/killing our pets/not feeding us/etc
-Being trapped around people with so much power over me is literally keeping me in panic mode I am so tense AL THE TIME...
I posted about this on twitter but I'm gonna post here too
Please stop tagging/commenting on art of my sonas expressing love to women as "lesbian" and like. Respect my identity please. It's not that hard.
#i do not vibe with misgendering #i use any pronouns but i am NOT A WOMAN #some nb people may be comfortable with the term but i am not because it makes me feel like yall are just seeing me as Woman Lite #this is a little bit more about other websites than here but some of you have tagged my sona that way and it makes me mmmmmmmm uncommmmmfortable #personal #dnr #negative3 notes
Watching new Vs old episodes of the Simpsons & I have to disagree that the reason for it's quality decline is that it's become "too political"
The thing that's lost the charm for me is that the family aren't genuinely doing their best for each other.
old ep: bart, with a broken leg, drags himself across the street to "save" lisa from a neighbour (who he is convinced is an axe murderer)
new ep: lisa goes missing. bart literally couldn't care less and continues doing his own thing
where is the love???
the problem with trying to buy my mum a birthday gift is NOTHING is good enough >:(
I managed to get up without screaming!
but you know what I DIDN'T manage to do?? not pee myself a little from the sheer intensity of the pain I was in
#if it still hurts tomorrow I am calling the dr and being like YO SIR PLEASE HELP ME #literally seen him like 4 times this week but my shoulder is actually like. Swollen #tho this isnt unusual it happens because my joints are just fucked up #but yeah my body is not happy today x.x #personal #negative #unsanitary #dnr #chronic pain8 notes